Not Sure

© Anne Sumner 2009

I know she hurt you
I know she left you feeling
Disillusioned with love
But this is different
We have a shot here
And I’m finding it hard to give up
Now you’re here at my door
There has to be a reason
Why do you come back for more
When you deny these feelings
And you don’t see it but it’s
Crushing me to hear the words you say

But if you’re really not sure
Who am I to say this is destiny calling
My name and your name
We’ve been here before
We both know we’re right
That it’s wrong that we’re back here
It has to lead somewhere

I know you told me
You don’t feel ready and it’s
All a little too soon to know
It’s way to early
To fall in love but I am
Finding it hart to let go
Now will you push me away
- it’s not worth even trying
You’re taking this the wrong way
I’m not afraid of what I feel
Don’t say you don’t feel anything
When you’re here in my arms

But if you’re really not sure
Who am I to say this is destiny calling
My name and your name
We’ve been here before
We both know we’re right
That it’s wrong that we’re back here
It has to lead somewhere

I’m tired of having it always almost working out
I’m tired of being the one that nobody’s sure about
I’m tired of hearing I love you but not quite enough

But if you’re really not sure
Who am I to say this is destiny calling
My name and your name
We’ve been here before
We both know we’re right
That it’s wrong that we’re back here
It has to lead somewhere